It seems she misses me

Hi,

I have a friend on the Internet. Actually she is quite like me in many ways (7 years younger than me, though.)
That's why i liked her and wanted to be friend with her. She knows i'm gay.

But these days it seems she like to talk to me. Well, It's like she misses me. And also she says good things about me to my friends in the public chat. But it's like she behaves cautious. Like she doesn't want me to think she's in love with me (I don't think so too).

Anyway, I am really inexperienced in this situations. She's very sensitive and I don't wanna hurt her (and myself). How should i behave? Maybe she needs to hear something from me?

 

I am gay and most of my Internet friends are girls. I enjoy talking with girls more than guys (Not those guys who i like of course). They behave much more friendly and they accept it much easier when i say i'm gay (I don't blame men for this because it's natural and girls are more capable to accept it).

 

"I just can be friend with boys like you, Because you don't have (any) feeling towards girls", She said this to me and it wasn't the first time.

I just don't feel good about the way she thinks about me. I mean i can't say i don't have any feeling for girls. They are sexually attractive when i look at them, But i don't wanna sleep with them or have relationship with them. But i hope that it change in the future.

So, I told her that's not quite true and maybe i do have some minor feeling towards girls. And also it's possible that my sexuality change in the future. I said you can't trust me completely because i'm not perfect. Trying to show her it's illogical, I also said you can't even trust girls completely, Because they can have some sexual intentions towards you too.

I just somehow don't like it when she trusts me just because she thinks i don't like girls. And also i don't like it when people think i'm perfect and don't do anything wrong towards girls. Maybe that's almost true, But not completely! and i just wanted to say the truth.

It seemed she didn't feel good about my words. She said i felt weird and then said good night.

 

Hi,

Maybe you misunderstood me, I'm sure i'll always like men, But my liking towards women, I think it wasn't quite the same. Sometimes it increases, Sometimes it decreases.
I don't know what it is, Changing or Discovering, It doesn't matter.

 

She said She loves me very much! She said me to don't think she's in love with me though. I won't.
But i would like i could love girls and i could think about make a relationship with her or even marry her. She seems quite nice and We have mutual things in many ways.
That's sad. :‌((