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Bisexual I'm breaking

Discussion in 'Bisexual & Pansexual' started by curiousdud3, Jun 24, 2020.  |  Print Topic

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  1. curiousdud3

    curiousdud3 Fighting the demons
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    A poem from inside my mind

    I'm breaking

    Inside I’m breaking, I’m aching, in falling apart
    The mess in my head is a real work of art
    I’d unravel this mess but where would I start
    Picked away at the seems bit by bit, part by part

    The confusions, delusions
    I just think what I have
    But then thinking and sinking
    I start to feel sad
    Then with sadness there’s madness
    And then I feel bad
    These confusions, delusions are driving me mad

    Its a battle I’m facing, but not facing alone
    There are others who suffer so why should I moan
    I have a wife who I’m hurting
    I see pain in her face
    From the things that I do and decisions I make

    She stands by my decisions and walks by my side
    But still my emotions I keep quite and hide
    Because I see that she’s hurting, I can’t hurt her no more
    So I choose to keep quite and look to the floor

    Just stop for a minute
    Take a breath, take it in
    The skies may be cloudy
    But with a fight I can win
    Till the grey skies turn blue
    And a rainbow un-hides
    I just need to be brave
    And swallow my pride.

    I need to keep talking
    It’s the best thing to do
    Because keeping things in is no good for you
    Mental exclusion feels as if your alone
    Head held underwater
    Like your going to drown

    But if talking was easy
    I’d do it in a shot
    With so much jumbled
    I can’t deal with the lot
    So I’m taking things steady
    Unravelling my mind
    To understand better
    One step at a time

    © curiousdud3 06/2020
     
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    Tzap Well-Known Contributor
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    I like that one
    Very good ;) 
    (A few typos tho :(  )
     
  3. curiousdud3

    curiousdud3 Fighting the demons
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    Must learn to proof read lol
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    Tzap point them out to me I'm blind
     
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  4. curiousdud3

    curiousdud3 Fighting the demons
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    Found it I think......delusions
     
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    sugarknight big geek energy

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    Nice poem! :D 
     
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    It could be even a song, i singed already while reading it :D  Perfect!
     

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