it's 4:53 AM from where I live. I just got back from the club. I'm sitting in a McDonald's having a cup of tea by myself. I went to the club with a girl whom I have a crush on but nobody knows. I had a great time being by her side. She hangs on to me bcs I'm the kind of friend who protects my girl friends when we're in the club and I enjoyed it. But I know she's straight, it's not that hard to tell. But idk, I can't get loose of this feeling. I think I just fell in love for the first time in a long time... with a straight girl. Idk why I'm writing this here. Perhaps I just want to tell stories that I can't tell anyone.