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Heteroromantic Homosexual??

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  1. PrincessLeia

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    Hi,
    I'm an 18 year old girl and very confused lately.. :(  I currently am in my 4th relationship with a man, but like with the ones before it doesn't work out so well. I really like him, but I have a problem. I enjoy flirting and kissing men and am also attracted to their faces and personalities, but when it comes to sex I am very uncomfortable with it. I am not at all attracted to the male body parts, but find them repulsive.. during sex I always have to force myself to get active. When I imagine to have sex with girls on the contrary it feels very comfortable and nice. But then again I am not romantically attracted to girls. I am very confused and don't know what to do. Maybe I should try it with a girl, but I don't know how (I live in a very rural and conservative part of Germany and I don't know any openly gay girls).
    Am I a heteroromantic homosexuall? How do I deal with that? I really need help... :/
    Thanks!!
     
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    The past year I have been thinking that it's at least theoretically possible to be heteroromantic but homosexual, though I didn't know anybody like that nor knew research confirming it. So this post is interesting to me.

    Now to focus on you, I would like to say two things:

    1. Yes I think you should try a sexual relationship with a woman to see what develops. I believe it's possible that some people need a sexual bond before romantic attraction develops. Like inverted demisexuality. It might be that, In your case, this need only applies to women, explaining why you don't work like that towards men. But to find this out you can't think or discuss your way to an answer. So... what does someone in your situation do? Well I would personally not come out as anything before I knew myself. Do you have to come out in order to try? Could you stay under the radar until you have the facts yourself?

    2. Let's play with the thought that you are heteroromantic homosexual. Then that is an interesting situation. I think ONE way to handle that would be to build a relationship similar to the way some asexual+sexual couples builds theirs. The sexual one gets to satisfy their sexual needs elsewhere. Or the asexual agrees to sex to satisfy the sexual. Or the sexual gives up sex. I wouldn't recommend the latter since sexual health is important for our over all health.

    Of course all of what I've written is based on personal theories, but I hope that maybe I've helped a little sharing my thoughts on the matter. I would very much like to know how things go. What you find out and how you choose to handle it. Let me know! Please!
     
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    It's possible you feel no "romantic" attraction to girls because it's hard to imagine any of them being responsive, given the nature of your community. I think if a girl you liked gave you some encouragement, romance soon would follow.

    It's also possible that your "romantic" attraction to boys is more a function of your community's expectations for girls than any deep emotional attachment. Gays and lesbians are very capable of developing loving friendships with persons of the opposite sex, but I believe "romance" always has at least some sexual component.
     
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    Well I like talking with girls and maybe even kissing them well I'd try even have sex with them I don't know just to try how it feels. But still I think I'm gay. :p 
     
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    Hi PrincessLeia :) 
    Thanks for sharing your story and experience. I went through a similar struggle while coming to terms with my bisexuality. I had always been in relationships with men, the sex was alright, but I loved the romance of it all, dreamed of my prefect wedding and home and kids with a man by my side. I gradually accepted that I was physically attracted to women as well, but could never have a GIRLFRIEND. I just couldn't see it. It took a long time for me to realize that it wasn't that I didn't have romantic feelings for women, it was just that society, family, religion etc had pounded into my head the idea that a woman didn't work within my romance. Once I snapped out of it, and realized that I'm the one who knows better than anyone who and what is going to make me happy, I was able to open my heart and fall for the most AMAZING woman.

    Something that really helped me was to see and understand that attraction/romance/sexuality is a spectrum. Every person falls on those spectrums in their own, wonderful, unique way. It's a lot more simple than we make it out to be. Trust your heart, don't get stuck on the labels, and have a lot of patience and compassion for yourself. You're young :)  you don't have to have it all figured out right now. There are people much, much older than you still figuring this out. You don't have to find your perfect partner this exact moment. Let yourself experience things, discover who you are, because you're beautiful!

    Know that whatever you are going through and feeling, whatever you decide, it's okay. Really. Much love! <3<3<3
     
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    Hi Princess, Hetero-romantic and homo-sexual is actually a lot more common than you may think. If you google this, there are quite a few discussions going on.
    I am Hetero-romantic and homo-sexual and am happily married. My wife is aware that i am homosexual and not attracted to other women.

    I find that with romantic attraction i am able to have sex with my wife because i love her. It is sometimes difficult sustaining an erection and i must admit to sometimes fantasising that there is a guy with me but i don't tell her that!!

    When you fall in love with the right guy i believe that even though you may not be sexually attracted to him, love conquers all and you will be able to keep him happy. I hope i don't come across as to romantic a guy but then again maybe i am!!
     
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    Maybe you should just be single for a while while you do some soul searching and figure out what you really want out of a partner.
     
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    Hi sis
    You could gust be surpresing your ro_antic feelings for wo_an because you don't want to ad_ite it to your self

    _Y BROKEN HEART
    BY FOR NOW
     
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    To me it sounds like you are actually hetero-romantic homosexual. As to how to deal with that there are many possibilities. Maybe even a trans male. They are male but if they haven't transitioned yet then they are still female in regards to sex and body parts. Not a great option but it's really what you think is best
     
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    This is so "me" that I could have written this myself.
    I too think (or should I say KNOW) that I'm Heteromantic homosexual.

    I'm ONLY romantically/aesthetically/platonically interested in guys. But I am NOT interested in the slightest, in male genetilia nor do I want anything to do with it. I don't want to look at it or touch it. Nothing. I've been like that as far as I could remember. Even when my age was in the single digits. What attracts me to men is their hair, face, legs, chest, nose, eyes, voices, nothing else.

    Now unfortunately I'm sexually attracted to women. I didn't choose to be like it, it just happened, ever since I was young. The thing is, I'm NOT romantically attracted to them at all. I have no interest in forming a romantic bond with them. I don't even want to kiss another woman, no holding hands. (No offence women) but I do find beauty in both genders.

    The frustrating part is that since I only like guys it's hard because my natural sexual desire doesn't align with it. I tried interacting with guys online but I felt like I was forcing myself and faking it. And whenever I saw (or see) a penis online, i feel like throwing up. I never understood why my female friends think of it so much. Anyway, I read another topic about a guy who was also Heteromantic homosexual. one thing he said stuck with me,

    "I'll never experience love and sex together" I think that's the best way to put it.
    Sorry if this was long (and a bit personal) I just wanted to let you know that you aren't alone.
     
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    You are still very young. I don't think many 18 year olds are comfortable with themselves, let alone sex! I know I wasn't at that age. Just give yourself time. Go out and have fun with people. I wouldn't worry about it too much just yet.
     
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    Hi Princess,

    I am a transsexual woman who is exclusively attracted to women. I refer to myself as a trans-lesbian. However, I recently found myself having rather romantic feelings for a man I have known for some time and am very good friends with. He has a serious crush on me but knows I am a lesbian and accepts me as such. Just last week, at my favorite Karaoke bar, I danced with him (slow dance) and experienced very powerful feelings I had never experienced before. So I have some idea what you are talking about.

    However the advice I want to give you is generic and applies to pretty much everybody who is trying to figure themselves out. It is my firmly held opinion that, in matters of romance and sexual attraction, one must listen exclusively to their heart, and ignore their brain. For mellinnea, matters of love and romance have been strongly associated with the heart - not with the mind. Your brain (mind), has been so bombarded with what society thinks, with what your parents, church, friends think, what you see in movies and on TV, etc. You could think of your mind as having been brainwashed.

    It has recently been discovered that there are neurons (brain cells) all throughout your body, especially in your gut (hence the concept 'gut feeling'). Though your brain has been brainwashed and is all full of misconceptions, perceived expectations, etc., the neurons in your body are not connected to your sense organs (eyes, ears, etc.). Your body knows nothing of all this propaganda and so can only tell you the truth.

    So, in matters of the heart (love and affection, who you are and who you are attracted to, etc.), ignore completely what your mind tells you, and listen EXCLUSIVELY to your heart (your body). Butterflies in your stomach, warm fuzzy feelings, tinglies, goose bumps, all these things are your body talking to you - listen to it. It will never lead you astray.

    Hugs and kisses,
    Audry
     
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    I'm honestly not sure what to say. I've never dealt with this issue before.
     
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    One possible idea is that you want to be with a trans male. I like men but hate their genitals, so I just say I like trans men and cis women.
     

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