So again, still debating on apologizing to my "ex-best friend." Long story short, I wasn't accepting of myself at the time which is still not okay and I told her I didn't like her after she confessed her feelings for me, then that summer she messaged me out of the blue upset and calling me a mistake. I see her everyday and I just remember our memories and dwell on my own faults, I miss her so much. And I don't know if she misses me but, I want to apolgize but I don't know if I honestly should. If anyone could help or give any advice I would really appreciate it..